Almost Christmas....

See that bowl in my hand. It's the first Brunswick stew I've ever actually liked. This was taken at some good friends of mine on the River. Some of the best people you would ever want to be around. I always have a great time when I go hand out with them at Indian Pass!

 It's almost Christmas. And of course everything that is going to go wrong is going to go wrong! Like car troubles, and probably overdue maintenance. Things seem to rear their ugly heads at this time. And just why is this?!! Anyway...besides that life is great! 

As for right now there's a new "fella" in my life I am seeing. Don't expect it to go far, why should I open myself up to that again? So for now I am enjoying spending time, having fun, and knowing there's someone out there that obviously enjoys my time too. And that's really all I need. No more heartache, no more anger, just disgust. ha . yes, isn't it great when you can finally get to that point where you feel nothing but disgust for someone that has used you and treated you like your're nothing? yep. disgust. Right now that's what I feel, and hopefully I can get over even that where I feel nothing, not even that. Such a waste of my time and thoughts. And he certainly doesn't deserve even that. And yes, I am referring to my ex. lol.