Wednesday, January 6, 2010

A new Year, a new Day

Everything is going to be just fine! Maybe all my praying has finally been answered. It's like I feel clear minded and clear hearted. And it just happened overnight! One minute I'm crying and asking why, how, and all the other that goes with it. Which was just a few days ago, and now I feel just...not mind muddled?...is that a word? It's really hard to describe. I hope it keeps up this way. I still have sorrow, still have regrets, but as of this moment and the last few days, I haven't hurt like I was. I guess I am on my way to healing and coping, and hopefully putting it all behind me. And strangely enough, I would have been married 10 years today. I still hope one day my ex will wish that he had never let me go. And if he doesn't, well then, I'll never know anyway, huh?

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